Friday, December 11, 2009

To the people that are not caring about me...Expressing my feels.

Already decided not going to KL...
what's the reason??
im sorry ya....
because im lazy....
why not u peeple come and find me instead of ask me to go there??
Lazy larhhh........
very no mood in these days...
boring...
and~ im not feeling well =.=
all people were asking me to take care of myself...
but...
nobody said want to take care of me >.<"
so disappointed worh~~~
haiz....
hahahahahaha~~
i already think too much lah........
i thought maybe some of you should be more caring about me~~
but~
to my suprised~
none of you doing such things~~
maybe~~
you all will think that those things that i want are childish~ unmatured~
but..
i really need these things...
and...
that's why i dont want to put so much heart on you all....
understand arh?
and for those people who always ask me to abandon my studies...
please la..
more think about my feelings...
i will choose the right way for my life...
you all are not my who and who yet...
please dont so selfish...
everything just think of yourself only...
who i wanted is the one that could always cares about my feels...
i hate SELFISH guys... k?
stop IGNORING my feels...
and~
i feel an ANTIPATHY to your behaviors...

好想告诉你....

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当你开始变沉默习惯逃避我
爱你的心开始慌了被摇晃了
空气冻结了
你转身扬起的残忍我不认得
记得你说有你在怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的
是你说的你很爱我为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我只是不再牵我的手
是你说的你很爱我只是不再牵著我的手
幸福地图被你带走爱回不来了
当声音变得微弱讯号断续着
你的承诺开始乱了
断线了不能完整了
像台风侵略过以后一片寂寞
想起你说有你在怕什么
至少还有你会陪着我
紧握的手被你推落心终于被伤透
不如就让我任性的哭个够
是你教我学会相信
而我又该相信什么
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闷~

是不是有钱就比较大势的?
真不懂那些超有钱的人都在想什么耶~
一时一样的!!!
其实是不是有钱的人说话就不需要负责任的了??

这个世界总是那么的不公平~
还说什么男女平等~
这~
根本就不可能会发生的事情嘛!

啊~~~~
好想发泄~~~
今天去shopping回来耶~
带了200出去,剩下30回家~
真惨~
还有新年裤没买耶~
没有我的size~
太肥了=.=
气死了啦!!

明天又星期5了。。。
不懂做什么好~~
又没人要带我出去!!!
T_T

每天在家。。。
好闷噢~~
讨厌~~
那个人又不要来找我~~
讨厌~~

好闷啊!!!!!

现在的人都超级现实的!!!
很讨厌~
我又一直被人骗钱~
啊~~~
很sien~~
没办法啦~~~
谁叫我不懂得如何去拿有钱人的心??
不懂得说话~
所以~
好讨厌自己!!!
没用!!
笨蛋!!!

忧郁~~~~~~